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可能快要崩溃了

Monday, September 28, 2009 3:36 AM

I just want to post because I am still studying for jap right now. once or twice I kept receiving those 'shockwaves' (don't know how to put it) that..oh galvanise me? haha I found that through thesaurus maybe it describes better. yes because as I go through my japanese notes I recall what was taught and what was like during lessons.. I don't think I will get to continue, it's consequence for not performing. I told my parents I would take the test (because I thought I would get a chance to prove that I can handle and really wish to carry on). I don't know how I came to have 逞强 and held out this long, since term 2.. anyway I think I wanted to say something about fang chen again o_o yea I think all I want to tell him now is thanks for the 2 years together, how he had stayed in the class to accompany me, all that, it felt a very big sacrifice indeed. I think I will do that tomorrow, I still have something to pass to him. oh and when this blog was actually set up he was one of the first few persons I told about my blog, and how he came once or twice for a few weeks..if only he would continue to read this..p:

tomorrow is oral, I have held out so long and so I have to complete this race, even if I would be regretting letting go after that, I have collected all these fond memories and knowledge, to be able to use them, and I have grown in some ways. so（自分自身に言っている）がんばってください！

this is weird =/ I should just be lamenting at myself..