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Thursday, April 30, 2009 8:50 PM

D: wth i screwed up chinese again??? wtf ): and results are back for maths -.- 50% wth...tht's 2au B3, crap -.- aiyaaah nxt wk triple science gna get A1 for everything i dun care D:<
jus now.. training yet again O: yah lol super unproductive as expected. 2 rounds of 10 shots only O: but yah the shots still sucky nvr managed to look at the 2nd card o.O & no specs to use!! well ya..in a week's time is selection, and the bsc ppl joining us, but they dun get their trainings tho.. D: oh yah at the rifle range the zhang lao shi go tell me.. "suggestion, when u get the school to stand up u may tell them to be silent 1st b4 starting" lol o-o

hmm yay tmr labour day gna go vivo? watching duno wad movie yet o: hais harbour front yet again so farrr frm cck.
yeah NHB should be coming up and unit camp still no updates (nor is there any for ugbc). hmm open house is soon.. sabah is no where far.. and pir is right after !!! and stc of cos.
shyt... gna make new pair of f*cking specs again. no1 is gna to have it found anyway and i dun think i will find it so....screw it -.- my f*cking carelessness and my money. ): i feel so fud up bad cos of my forgetfulness tht caused this ): (i see why i should not save up any more since i just forget my stuff and have to spend on them like forever... and my new principle: take b4 giving :D)

wish i could float away to sme faraway place

Wednesday, April 29, 2009 9:47 PM

walao i cannot stand it le lah how can so forgetful 1 i cant even rmb how i could have lost my specs lah arghhh. asshole specs tht is only 50 degrees but i cant even effing see cos of bloody shan guang wad's rong lah...den now if i make again waste my money lah!!!!!! why cant sme1 upgrade my memory?????

today damn screwed up man. eng expo was like wtf lah. couldnt complete my concluding para and not balanced enuf (never write 1 more point..) now it is a piece of crap paper lah.
aiya hate myself to the core man
tmr is chinese and im effing gna do well in it for being such a loser last term

tmr is training again........tests nxt wk zzzzzzzz

12:22 AM

-.- weights room and special PT today
need my specs on thursday tell me where i lost it ): why m i always troubled with missing stuff i duno why
english expo tmr which is zz shyt lah D: im so dead. after tht is 3rd lang lah wth...
i must sleeppp so let's get down to work
friday NO SCHOOL i feel it is so crucial now
and IHC uh i m not sure if i did okay

failing memory ):

Tuesday, April 28, 2009 12:32 AM

keep on losing stuff de D: whyyyyyyyyyyyyy???? i cannot think of any where else i could have misplaced my specs ): okay, this is not the old one this is my 2nd pair !! and yes hasnt even been half a year old..... D: gah wtf.
somemore... i need it on thursday for my trainings!!!zz
n dere's tests and more tests. D; IHC and english arghhh.
friday is yet another holiday D: or :D

on a side note.. operation opulence !!! (though i still blur about what to do/prepare)
and of cos NHB -.- sorry D:

Saturday, April 25, 2009 1:25 PM

ytd was half day O: but this time had sme meeting with external mentor and uniform sizing. went to the gym after tht lol have to train up D:<. gah nxt tues gna suck ):
anyway.. since sec2 early dismissal has always ate away half of maths period. but at the start of the year it was maths test lol! hmm yeah and how ironic, given early dismissal but gotta find time to arrange extra lessons to cover up what's lost esp when tests are near..
oh noes now 2 more afternoon gone ): but it is okay let's train !! wk7,8 die.

cip was okay, it is pretty interesting to listen to what the JC ppl have to say

Thursday, April 23, 2009 11:49 PM

o-o omgs things were so damn bad jus now...): i failed compo for sure well cos i really din noe wad i should be riting so i rote nth. D:< dead srsly. sme more got inproper sentence structure i duno how to phrase !!! all vocabs' fault. gah in the morning maths test so darn screwed up for me. like, the supposedly easy qn 2 and 3s i was stuck, nearly dieded on the spot ): den went on couldnt get the final answer for 7 and nvr do 8.. (tht has 1 qn which i knew the answer but i din rite cos no working to show!!)
anyway for the whole afternoon it was this + the AEA thing, nvr go for training. but the film was rather entertaining considering what i had been through in the day. and in (shyt i 4got chinese or english) a mix of (chinese or english) and dialect LOL SHYT I CANT RMB. but it was pretty interesting ^^.
erh yah it is in chinese, has to be lol
and nvr tot i would be touching fast food again i jus had BK for dinner from ytd's oily KFC chicken..

listening to radio this morning i found out thr were weird noises ytd due to wind? but i was asleep den LOL too tired. k btr get going

sian... another busy day tmr. finally sizing, the sec1s are getting their uniform which i dun rmb it to be that late into the term..

5:51 AM

i left out sth frm the previous post -.- but anyway it is that the NY ppl are going to stc with us afterall :D lol
later maths test and jap test wtf. omg physics is pissy hard to visualise ):
got to go for the AEA after 3rd lang. aw shucks D:<
ok time to gooo
yay great, 15 more days around dere

CHOOK

Wednesday, April 22, 2009 2:45 AM

haizzz tuesdays havent been good. D:< oh and thinking abt hotdogs, ever since bsc kicked in den nvr go le.. but it is okay 16+- more days, right? hmm yeah. well today pe was tchoukball, quite the very fun :D but den a bit mind boggling cos no interception is like so, not our usual sport, haha. but the tactics are discernible, thus makes the whole game exciting (x i mean, u know tht u can have all those throwing, but of cos u are still not able to read ur opponents' tactics.
omgggz tmr need sit thru 3 assemblies, level, nyaa briefing, and cse 1 btr go to bed le. ): thurs got maths, argh argh.

wad post is this??

Sunday, April 19, 2009 6:21 PM

=.= jus woke up. omg srsly bad to sleep, cos took 2 injections. for typhoid and flu influenza bloody >( now it is super numbbb gosh.
yay my obsabah documents all prepared :D tho im late by 3 days or sth (so many other ppl too :D)
ytd was npap but din go..firstly was too late to tell tht i want to go (but need to wear full uniform, go back to sch when hta is jus nearby lol), den shenyang got ticket for me which i asked him he say i nvr ask him to LOL. but after tht he told me b4 the parade he did, but when i called him back he had no way to pass it to me so i cannot view the parade (in casual clothes). i think it was a success anyway (:

my dashboard says 201 posts but when i went to edit post it is 202..
crap

im going maddD:

1:28 AM

OMG READ THE TAGBOARD. DEN WHEN IS IT??? D:< well after 1 whole day HCI had been down.. it was finally working in the morning :Dmeans i get to print out my medical indemnity form o.O and after cip went over to the clinic which closes at 12.30 during weekends lah.. den nvr bring healthbook and spectacles o-o zzz wth.. so supposed to go tmr. uh, im screwed ):

According to your age, list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1. My room gets infested with bugs over time in a day. hais.. became an exterminator (pro one o.O omg prune) oredi
2. I enjoy peace o_o but makes a lot of noises at random times, but peace to me simply means no disputes or disruptive actions D:< (other than speaking hehe). i only raise my volume okay >)
3. Gets very affected by patterns, smehow i would like to follow them..
4. my shan guang is going so much higher than my near-sightedness ): (degree)
5. I eat almost everything except tasting ginger :D but actually i do take the preserved 1, like those which goes with century eggs.
6. used to be super concerned abt cleanliness D: but now no more, luckily
7. i wish i can do sth amazing and learn so many stuff, which i m not ready to request for, i have to try D:.
8. water is plentiful, the best, i love it (:
9. only went fishing once..
10. I am so forgetful i lose my stationery all the time.
11. I can only solve two layers of a rubikkkkk's cube. (omg same)
12. i used to like my hair to be longer, now it feels better kept short
13. saves a lot on materials (o.o how to say) but not food.. erm i rmb going japan during p5 without my parents and i used of 10k yen, only a few hundred. wth?
14. dun mind shopping but each time i wait for my mum to be done with hers but yah endless.. so i dun get to shop (with parents ard).

example why procrastinating is really bad. now i need another !! tho im still 14 yeah
15. I get to concerned over trivial things to piece tgt and get sth perfect..so im nvr able to do it
Tag: ? i did it !! ): lol tough.

have to go to bed right now..!!!

(And) I Swear

Saturday, April 18, 2009 1:28 AM

hais ): it is so late again. POST 200! i think, which i now reserved it for sth tht is really bothersome.. making me fed up srsly ):
but training 1st..
so ncos dun scold, dun pump, jus command us, give us water break, training "productive", which is f***ing slow to me. and yes definitely discipline dropped, which i dun understand why when after being nagged at of our no sense of urgency tht small squad today still have no awareness/sense to maintain order. we return back to position slow, start marching off and screwing up, den laugh a while. ): den we had captains ball. still okay

well, nxt wednesday will have nyaa briefing, after tht cse. and to go emitrophy carve for championship troph. gah when i think of this no free day zzz
arghhhz den there's jap compo test nxt wk. den after tht there's art appreciation shyt zzz means i dun need do work le lah. it was planned to have unit camp meeting tht day.. but thankfully it is on a saturday now -.-
and received email for selected participants for shooting comp, and yes my name isnt in, but i may find chance if i appeal. but cos of the jap compo i may only commit myself after nxt thurs, which is the 1st shooting practice. argh how m i to try appealing? ._.
and wth.. i should have just printed out tht piece of shyt frm smb (smb is more shyt), now cant even access... AND I NEED TO GET MEDICAL CHECK UP DONE BY TMR NOON. how do i accomplish that lah my parents gna screw meeeeeee DDD;
wanna cry alr ):

now i m doubting my ability to perform. i get so damn nervous when it comes to performing and i nvr fail to tremble like shyt and screw up lah ): morning flag raising has been 4 weeks for me but im still shaking like duno wad ): why must this happen!? (say even when it comes to dotaing, when either my opponent's or my health's get low, my heart jus start popping out) also during classi. ): but nvrtheless im sending appeal now.
after all these shyt it is back to 2am again why the eff????

killing me ):

Tuesday, April 14, 2009 9:55 PM

omg tmr is slack O:
at 9 it's CHATS lol, need rite reflection wth @_@ cos of all the ppl sleeping lah D: urm okay den after tht is assembly, recess.. left with 3 periods of lesson i think.
i went to different tastes restaurant over at ten mile den the person asked like she suspect i haven fang xue xD
sian i duno wad to type..johnny now in pian jin or sth o_o i srsly nvr heard/seldom hear of tht place, but yeah hon is not going to be in school tmr.
oh yah screw smb it is lagging like crap. and websites running on script such as zaobao.com and facebook o-o is laggnig like crap

post 200! the nxt post will be newww

exhaustion

1:46 AM

cool :D adrian chan brought food to class again :D and we were at the comp lab smemore >) break rules. and for easter(n?) gift he brought a bag of drama for us lol O: so cool but den the korean drama couldnt find any tht may seem like sth my sis wans, so i took sme love in prague drama or sth. let's jus watch lol :D
research studies, advanced statistics, hands-on is the fun fun type 1, but too tired to stay awake during the lecture -.- we went back to class and yongjian was playing lol. techies farming pro o-o b4 going home went to cozy@salt and slack lulz
haishais
tmr no PE, no IHC, cos of CHATS O: but PE is new stuff called tchoukball which is like so lame to me ): lol. siannn need to blog on the english assignment zz

I know you were on my side even when I was wrong
and I love you for giving me your eyes
staying back and watching me shine
and I didnt know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say
that..

stickman camper

Saturday, April 11, 2009 2:16 AM

lawl i left my phone in school on thursday xD uh yeah so now it is with zc. now i found out me emo kia left my jacket pen and phone and (calculator but not mine lol!!!) anyway here's the queasy post :D

1. What is your full name?
cock-eye. the qn reads your full name
2. Are you single?
NO I DUN WANT TO BE SINGLE. STNICKKKKS
3. What is your favourite number[s]?
I have SIX favourite numbers :D
4.What is/are your favourite colour?
I never knew o.o rainbow
5.Least favourite colour[s]?
list favourite colours?
6.What are you thinking now?
my beloved and dear senior should be sleeping
7. Are you happy with your life right now?
NO. he is getting on me >)
8.What are your favourite subjects in school?
the subject Sandra Tan teaches ):
9. Do you shop at malls?
if not jun hao hops at malls?
10.Where do you wish to be right now?
home...oh i m at home o_o
11. What should you be doing now?
sleep LOL
12.Do you have any crush on anyone?
i hope so o_o ST?
13.When was the last time you bought a clothing item?
erm, i dun rmb the time..o-o
14. What was the last thing you drank?
D-rank-ed? you, noobshit
15. Do you hate liars? Do you hate backstabbers?
i duno leh o_o but shenyang seems like one and i definitely hate him lah.
16. Can you make yourself sneeze?
easy lah!
17. Do you fall for people easily?
but do they return the love? i duno, but smetimes yeah it is tough to decide if to return the love
18. What does your last text msg read?
OH *SWEAR* it is with zc o_o he's my phone now >) let's see wad it is..
it is loool in italics :D
19. Are you too forgiving?
i always do when i feel i couldnt do anything abt it which is almost instant. and i srsly dun like those hu start to blame you for everything o_o oh yah the other time accidentally tripped can on the track and got his shoe red >( lol sorry
20.How many windows are open on your computer?
SHUT UP!! i noe my comp will start hanging when there are too many windows and tabs.
21.Who was your last call from?
duno leh o_o u think auction ah
22.What do you do with most of your time?
lol why dun u ask me wad i dun do most of the time.. i can tell u much more. argh ):
23.Will you and your ex get back again?
so expensive why still buy?
24.Do you sleep with the TV on?
never o_o i only try sleeping with the mp3 in my ears singing. but there wos once i slept from watching the tv but my sister was with me
25. Which of your close friends live the closest?
wth? close frens obviously close lah. o_o erm lol but TY lives the closest! and TK too :D and saoch -.-
26.Which item could you not live during the day?
haven tried b4 how would i noe o-o but definitely not the computer cos CAMPS OBSABAHSABAHSABAHSABAHSABAHSABAHSABAH :D
27. Would you share a drink with a stranger?
omg Amelia doesnt share hers with frens even! i think im a failure wth, cos last time my parents keep on saying dont dont dont but i failed wth COS SO MANY BLURDY PPL LIKE TO STEAL MOUTHFULS OF DRINK (drink ur blurd!) so now i dun mind i jus take it as im giving, lawl. ):
28.How was your weekend?
HAH erm my weekend is counting an hr and 53 minutes having passed. and not sleeping yet o_o gotta wake up early tmr ahh
29.Do you believe ex[s] can be friends?
yes friends are expensive (:
30. The last person you quarrelled with?
i should try not to. but with my sis jus a while ago o-o
31.The way to win your heart?
LOL secondhand grenade :D uh nvrmind random. not from a funfair game mayb. i think i would wan to win other ppl's heart instead ba o.o
32.What did you do last night?
COOL i tried to do my stuff last night! cos i slacked in the afternoon wth an afternoon gone ):
33. Do you have the same name as one of your relatives?
nope, tho so many others share the same name. JOOON T.T
34.Are you looking for a boyf/girlf?
wth i bet u have this quez to advertise for ur frenfindingwebsite!!!!
35.One song that is meaningful to you?
crap! i duno ):
36.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
not twirl jus.. scoop with a fork or pick them up with chopsticks? ._. how do i scoop or twirl with chopsticks?
37.Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
and get fat? car &ton is rly alot. no lah drink from a cup duh. or most of the time is powder-made one
38.How long is your hair?
wth so short now ): but yes! can stay for 2months hopefully o.o
39.Do you like batman?
dun think so, but i generally enjoying anything nice
40.Who was the last person who told you that they love you?
): no one
41.When was the last time you sang out loud?
jus, random parts
42.What did you have for breakfast?
i overslept and was too late for breakfast pls
43.Is your birthday on a holiday?
i say, WANT OBAMA GIRL? :D
44.Can you cook?
no home econs in sch )<
45.Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
lol milkshake store
46.What was the reason for the last troubles you were in?
for getting last.
47.which do you wear more? sweats 0r jeans.jeans ba? my closet doesnt even have tht much stuff. tho my closet doesnt store every single nice clothings i have cos the closet isnt tht big sideways x)
48. When is your birthday?
lol mayb #43 supposed to be here
49. Do you swear alot?
i rly try not to swear :D
50. What was your first achololic drink?
lol sparkling wine. NO LAH duno
51.Do you have any regrets?
these kind of rmbing stuff im really unable to say any cos i cant rmb, dun bother to, and duno how to tell which to put it down here
52. Who would you like to see now?
aiyo duno..): mayb zongchen to get my phone back and pass him wc3 cd? lol
53.Have the cops ever come to your house?
a few times o.o smemore while i was sleeping hahaha wth << is this swearing?
54. Are you a social or anti-social person?
erm, maths qn*
is an anti-social also a social?
im an anti >) strahan jokes :D
55.Who are your best friends? Are you still friends with them?
shawn, screw u t.t
56. Ever been in love?
in love seems to be lovin', lol
57. Ever had braces?
nuuuuuu nu muni
58. What do you wear to bed?
comfy clothes, if im lazy or rly no time to change i jus get to sleep in not comfy clothings at time
59.Who was the last person who disappointed you?
i disappoint ppl a lot more ):
60. Do you trust people?
trusty
61. Who was the first person you talk to today?
~~~
62. Who was the first person who text you today?
omg no one did and i still need to spend my 4bucks a day wth. kelvin help me!
63. what was the first thing you did today?
hearing jason mraz on tv LOL
64.Ten people to tag:
oooo outdated quiz le lah xP yah all cos of this procrastinator here. not tagging..

oh it always rain in the afternoon! and especially good to notice it during holidays, and feel the warm feeling within the house.
yeah tmr need wake uppp for cip. nitey. ): shyt.. all the homework...
LOL this post itself is long than the bar at the side !! oh not anymore (: now it is chunky. watch 17 again! on csm ba (: but..may need to go mpp o.o

stress-strain curve

Friday, April 10, 2009 12:39 AM

pday prelims over O: we had quite a few harsh qns so we kind of got pass tht but is it necessarily good? i duno. but yeah good friday o.0 lol yeah! good news is, He rose again :D
im thinking abt easter omg o.o tho i duno much abt it. fang chen and i were at the ntuc and i was saying exchangin kinder surprise :D LOL haha but it sounds fun. oh yah reminds me my chocolate still in my bag.
erm back to the draggy time spent in LT@SRC. ppl went outside to dota lol, and do work. den for sleepy so late more and more often my kidney is aching, i need to go.
yupyup nite :D
oh o.o okay, my next post is going to be queasy.

prosecution

Wednesday, April 8, 2009 10:49 PM

i remember pday last year was oso on my 3rd lang day o.o. den complain abt waiting for lesson. tmr is pday, but sec3 afternoons tmr having bio lessons after pday at 2.15 !! means i will be late lol. hais my 3rd lang tchr keeps on chasing for hw which is so scary o-o wth ):
somemore i will be alone in the LT@SRC cos zc got due-T and danny has another projyack.....-.- and so we would be presenting 1st most likely. after thursday is good friday :D finally after friday the 26th (divide by 2). need to catch up on so many things
okay still have stuff due tmr tht i have not completed ;x
zz another short post.
sometimes the song just drowns ur ears and make u irritated D:
want obama girl?
save energy

short accounts

12:28 AM

O: 2.4 was okay, but i ran faster by a lot and damn pain o-o zz. but i nvr new i could run tht much faster lol, and it was cos tht guy saying the timing not loud enuf! den i quickly run faster. i came in behind Danny!!
okay im not chosen for marshal on any day. but there are so many npcc stuff im in and i think im rly not doing much -.- but yeah PIR...
cut hair :D not priced weasel mane tho
and it rained while i was sitting in the barber shop my bag-got (lol) wet.
i feel like complaining to OC unit for fun o_o duno why i had the sudden thought in the afternoon. but he wasnt there of cus >)
thursday pday...
im posting real short, lol. somemore look at the side it is even longer than my 10 posts displayed -.-

edit Html ! compose

Tuesday, April 7, 2009 1:35 AM

post abt saturday! damn big grp of ppl at the play. b4 tht was at marcus' house trying to do sth but yeah went late sorry Ox we reached at 8pm, cityhall, den we gotta walk right. den we went the opposite directiong so we went one big round :D tht's not the end to it, so wait.
yah the drama comes 1st lol. for sme reason we watched it, but dun rmb how we watched it. den shiny say is yinxp show us the vid in sec2. yeah sth liddat. LOL uhhuh den every1 stood up to the school song lol wth.
here comes fun part. so we were waiting outside victoria theatre that building waiting for duno hu to agree b4 we go supper. den all else left, so we headed towards raffles city (also in the direction of the MRT). then our grp bcame smaller, of course. LOL initially wanted to go to subway but we were confused whether they were at marina square (they, are zc can brion wesley and his hp frens). then we met kelvin yes. KELVIN, whom he and his grp saw the ppl at raffles city, and told us nth to eat turn ard towards marina square. -.- leadership, so we went tht way lah. all the way up and down, across the road to suntec for BK DEN IT WAS CLOSED OMG. we had macs dere instead. fun >)
haha dots but we da bao and we ate the last bit of our food in front of the no eating sign, fine 500bucks at the mrt, we din realise xD shock-
yup den jus went home after tht haha. great my sunday was screwed and so m I, now.

i tried saving my blog but it can only die so wad's the point lol. i mean, no 1 comes leh D: damn! tmr napfa

:D...

Friday, April 3, 2009 9:44 PM

looooool eat m&ms!! for maths today xD tham gave big bag of chocolates shared among 5ppl. but yeah at the end i spam eat tho at the start very sweeet
of cos ppl play in class and steal m&ms b4 the hands-on. duh nvr listen to instruction only (and go hands on!)
oh noes tmr go back grps for cip or sth.. den go marcus chong's house den to the TKK drama. oh shytz nth to wear. LOL formal clothing, no tshirts. HUHHH den i nth else to wear. :D
aiyah whole day taken up ):
jus now got sme talking session with CI cos of previous training o_o......

lol listen to twins again :D

ny not going to area stc with us???

why D:

Wednesday, April 1, 2009 7:21 PM

oh yeah each time couldnt relate april the first to april fool's day x) lol wadeva..
but i tot CSC today abt buddhism was a reminder for us not to fool our frens o_o LOL. yeah kind of. oh slau in bsc le ): and bt too t.t many lah. and tht guy hu has been at bsc -.-
still aching from napfa sia ): i feel less worried for 2.4 run nxt wk.
grats the corporals from ny? x)

get Nthoo!

5:44 AM

NAPFA! was okay. i manage to get pass standing broad jump -.- B :D not C anymore (: but my shuttle run needs 0.2 sec lower -.- i din try srsly ): den nvrmind lor another B. so it is all up to getting below 12min now.
yes time to go to sch. UOPA !!
bye