No, you can't read my poker face
可能快要崩溃了
Monday, September 28, 2009
3:36 AM
I just want to post because I am still studying for jap right now. once or twice I kept receiving those 'shockwaves' (don't know how to put it) that..oh galvanise me? haha I found that through thesaurus maybe it describes better. yes because as I go through my japanese notes I recall what was taught and what was like during lessons.. I don't think I will get to continue, it's consequence for not performing. I told my parents I would take the test (because I thought I would get a chance to prove that I can handle and really wish to carry on). I don't know how I came to have 逞强 and held out this long, since term 2.. anyway I think I wanted to say something about fang chen again o_o yea I think all I want to tell him now is thanks for the 2 years together, how he had stayed in the class to accompany me, all that, it felt a very big sacrifice indeed. I think I will do that tomorrow, I still have something to pass to him. oh and when this blog was actually set up he was one of the first few persons I told about my blog, and how he came once or twice for a few weeks..if only he would continue to read this..p:
tomorrow is oral, I have held out so long and so I have to complete this race, even if I would be regretting letting go after that, I have collected all these fond memories and knowledge, to be able to use them, and I have grown in some ways. so（自分自身に言っている）がんばってください！
this is weird =/ I should just be lamenting at myself..
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
3:16 AM
I'm reading this article of a girl who got knocked down by a lorry and how she used to cheer her friends up with drawings.
it reminds me of art lessons in primary school..I cannot remember how long art lessons always last, but time didnt seem to be an issue until the clearing up part. I would be left with 3/4 of blank drawing block staring back at me ._. don't understand why I always work so slowly. hai~ I don't seem to long for the days back in primary school but I definitely don't wish to grow up. just not yet prepared...
ahh better stay on track, back to the article..
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
8:39 PM
oh, it has been for a couple of weeks already, I think. it's just that the work out area (is that what you call it?) is under renovation of some sort so I cannot go there to try doing pull ups. and it's all because of napfa next year, need to get A ._. and that's 8 at one go. sian...
two more weeks, and yet another two more for the actual examinations.
great went to subway to get dinner for just now. guess who I saw D:< haha what's with the FACE but anyway yeah it was glenda. oh and yes must personally thanks amelia for wonderful marie digby songs OF ALL the TIME (: THANKS hoho love you totally and truthfully. :D lul wut
boohoohoo kanye wass mardafking gay fish )x
照れるなー!
Sunday, September 20, 2009
7:13 PM
yourself before others
Friday, September 18, 2009
2:43 AM
I think I am going to eat sushi after this because I'm really hungry ._. for staying up late.
will get to sit in the drama centre for a few hours tmr! it's the most cozy place to ever find in HCI (: I would like to think about what has been for the past three years... getting into HCI being a stranger in iSpark and finding true great friends I know I will really miss.. Then there's NPCC, 07', 08' year batch of NCOs, though I think they have gone but getting to that know they are still fine in JC, adding every 'Sir' to all their wonderful names will really make me miss them all very soon. (heh I'm actually seeing this from Damian's blog)
After the eoys that is, we will be taking over. Maybe the responsibility put unto us to undertake will not let time stop for us to enjoy every moment anymore..
mmh anyway people around me are getting nicer to realise again (: thanks :D
felt rather bothered today, because of school term..
Thursday, September 17, 2009
4:31 AM
consequences
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
3:55 AM
back to school, back to class.
stayed behind after every had left, practised juggling in class with the balls from robotics club oops. han yang was waiting in class and accompanying me as he watched how fail I had been..
yay i'm eating quaker oatmeal squares, reminds me of childhood, used to like it a lot then and always went to the fridge to get just a few pieces, again and again p:
isn't it tuesday? my parents have not awaken..
)'; somewhr just hurts
Sunday, September 13, 2009
9:09 PM
wanted to continue with the previous post o.o because I've gotten a new monitor o.O and a new laptop O.o
wow and tmr's is a new school term.
Holidays
Friday, September 11, 2009
9:33 PM
yay great now I'm posting with a formatted comp. Monitor is spoilt, CPUs breaking down one after another.
everything seems new now..got myself a new LG phone, my 1st self-bought and uh not given to me by others? some sort of attainment there.. and the trip to perak, found myself a new wallet, pair of sunglasses o.O and a cheap hat!
actually, it's the holidays, when have we overlooked? With all the revision it have not been much of one..to be truthful I doubt I did much though ;x (duh..). These 2 days will have little in the way for study. Time to mug like mad :D
Friday, September 4, 2009
1:43 AM
POP probably wouldn't be at its best to be memorable for the sec4s, but it was, definitely for us. 'cause we were in charge, and didn't do a much better job? yeah.. got reprimanded by the officers for the bad impression left behind. We are always 'the squad with the most potential' so when are we going to 体现 that potential that is still a belief as firstly, we have not proven it and secondly, the seniors have not given up on us? jia you squad jia you exco 09-10? I should think so.
ahh so yes the seniors have handed over, the ceremony might not have been smoothly planned but the feeling was similar, albeit a little feeling of lost, or is it just what is supposed to be? anyway, I'm speaking about the giving of presents part, that's the only part of it that each of us are involved in, and actually that is the handing over. gifts in exchange for a thick file x) I cannot say that I'm not prepared..because they had put in so much effort
gotta do my best. tomorrow is homelearning, -_- sianz nite people! and (: haa
Thursday, September 3, 2009
12:08 AM
TOMORROW is POP. the sec 4s are passing out, and we will be taking over. it seems to be suddenly, but only has begun, affecting me now..gah T-T
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
9:05 PM
YAY JOHNNY IS BACK ^^
WELCOME BACK, SABAH PEEPS! ((:
people always say, to look at the great things in life and not focus on the sad ones.. but it is when you feel passionate and happy, that you know you notice the sad things; that they have not skipped you..
/Edit
though I must say, this time I really felt I missed someone and I needed him around
/Edit
