hais, finding time to post.. but no.. well anyway thanks primary schoolmates we all agreed today was wonderful and perfect with everyone pieced together (:

friday was the last possible training together as a squad..next week will be POP. We still had our on job training, afterwhich we joined the sec3s for RT. Discovered that the way we tried to get training going wasn't effective, OC Unit had to interfere.
anyway it was just the short 2 hours we had with our own squad that we tried to cherish. it went past, but it didn't really affected me that much, or was it because we would still have carp, kayaking and stuff together, and we have another year in npcc. Chit chat session reminded me of the previous year at the staircase near the saltcentre washroom, but I couldn't find the attachment to the 4 NCOs, like how it was for 07 NCOs.
But I really thank all these wonderful NCOs which had been there, actl helping us a lot because we were so ignorant and helpless at many a time. I saw how what had happened during RT proved that the NCOs are always backing us up. All that time we had given them troubles.. it was just plain childish.. like how the sec1s are reacting to us, the new batch of NCOs. They seemed really not enlightened, but I guess it is up to us-our jobs to change them, and the juniors to continue showing them the impact after the next POP.

PERAK! PRAK PRAK PRAK
whoooo! not that I'm back, I REALLY NEEDED TIME TO SHOP O;
okay I'm back and I'm so super glad, cause I've gotten lots of STUFF though I didn't had enough money to buy for squadmates.. but really, this not-so-camp camp is so not expected, activities were super fun and the whole thing was totally holiday. Well I must say I didn't really went prepared, I missed the briefing due to some npcc activity, oh NDP rehearsal yeah.. I hope I won't bore whoever who reads wad's below hoho

set off on Sunday, at night, late, sleep, blah, WITH YUAN ZHI O.O listening to his music from the phone, thanks xD so yeah we had to spend a while getting to sleep xD
so monday we reached some stop to get changed into the right attire, shorts and t shirts, and from there and then, gosh, I never used any of my track pants or long sleeve shirt -_- it just told me I wasted all my breath carrying my luggage around D: hmm but still, the right attire for the right activity :D went to gua tempurung for breakfast which was splendid okay, filling and platable. carry on with CAVING it wad so cool@!@! at first it was walking on the broadwalks? or whatever the structure they had built, then we expected it to be real boring and stuff..at one part it was really humid, the air was saturated with vapour which was rather fun watching the (brownian O: ) motion of the vapour haha. then we got off the walkway to continue the caving on its rocks and water pools, omg, super thrilling, the rushing water was very cooling. In the first place it went up only to the shin, followed by the knee, then the whole body cause we had to bend down totally and start commando-ing to get past the stalactites and low ceilings. all sorts of stuff like holes and slides, jacuzzi, spas, FUN. okay I really don't know how to describe-! it's just that you gotta try it for yourself xD but be careful I knocked my head once haha oh and I don't know, I think my torch spoilt though daniel helped to waterproof it by putting it into the ziplock bag

yeah then lunch.. BACK TO WHERE WE HAD BREAKFAST, OMGGGGGG yeah omg I wont want to mention again meals at the eatery for the third time but I guess I would have to, lol. so the next activity was to the waterfall abseiling, we took the van (vip seh..) we could sleep and all that xD mmh so at the waterfall, we were too occupied by keeping ourselves brave against the cold, but got over it not long later. the water was really strong we washed down 2 poor fishes and killed 1 ;x (omg I mean yuan zhi and I ;x but they are slutty right! or at least one of them Ox wah karma karma). we waited so bloody long DD:< to get up and come down in just 5 minutes. but yeah it was rather tough people kept slipping cos it was really slippery.. they got cuts all over, but hmm YAY I survived the damn japanese game show!! uhh sorry random.. I went to the one with less contact with the water, abseiled down safely. and couldn't care so went up for another try because.. queued so long and then, there will be no one else to wait for so just, go up for another try! this time had the tougher 1, and I supposed as I had the experience so yay I got it done safely ^^ grayte :D

we were told of our resort where we were staying overnight in. we really didn't knew how the rooms would be like, but there were many remarks passed of course, but I had to see it for myself and I really felt it was fine. one of those sec4s actually commented that the room was for workers (Indian?) to sleep together wth I really couldn't stand it.. it was just that the matresses were arranged side by side, 15 together. I mean, it was initially called a camp, step out of your comfort zone please, somemore we were allowed psp ipod phones and stuff...but well I feel happy for myself. mmh yeah so dinner was great and sleep was greater we had long hours until the next day, we could even oversleep by half an hour haha..

2nd day! white water RAFTING PLEASE, how fun is that haha. okay I was the first from my raft to fall into the water Ox the part I was on just smashed into the rock and had too little time to react then fell in.. the instructor/guide fell in with me wahahaha. scary, the rapids wash you under and there are rocks below?! it kinda hurt a bit for the feet xD okay so on the left side all 3 of us fell in, yuan zhi slau and I..then the other they get to enjoy the water splashing all over them, I want!! until then everything was so cold lol.. oh yah..yz remember your chiobu xP
headed for some waterfall thereafter, it wasn't exactly interesting to say but yeah we went up..bathed our feet, laugh at the lame people swimming below. we had 2 hours and we were all getting tired after a quarter of it, but yz and I went up to the rocks..it felt good, like in Japan, where all the vapour goes with the sun..the warmth on the skin yet the cooling effect of latent heat of evaporation. Ahhah, time to get to the hotel!!! oh, did I mention lunch at the eatery xD

at last that I feel safe to unpack my belongings, we would be having 2 days in the hotel before we leave. Felt all organised again ^^ but yeah don't waste too much time for dinner and shopping is more important!! had claypot chicken rice at ipoh parade o.O and carried on with shopping.. couldn't understand why the 3s4s went for LAN gaming oh well maybe just because it was a dollar for an hour? I was left alone T_T so I went round and round and couldn't think of what to buy. I feel so picky can! but everything kinda shou dang at 9.30+..went back up to find them going for the 2nd hour of gaming -_-
uhhuh we overslept for breakfast the next day (again haha). it was the hotel kind of breakfast (: the variety of food they provide was.. weird they weren't really like mix and match they were more for 'going with the main course' or sth.. which were rice porridge noodles? o.o but of course never not without cereals and oat ^^
some heritage trial thing which wasn't exactly productive/interesting it was walking around the town of ipoh and sitting down somewhere for lunch jus 3 hours after breakfast ._.

because we were in town, we had our next activity at some water theme park, named the lost city of tambun o.O initially thought we won't have enough time to cover the whole theme park due to our past experience in sunway lagoon (or actl jus yz's and mine) so we requested for 5 hours to play. It turned out that there wasn't much stuff LOL oops. haha but yz was obv picking his girlfriend from malaysia ^^
back to dinner and shopping.. the same thing lah, but it was more hectic this time. Thanks roommate daniel he ran around with me to get my stuff because I was totally picky when I'm trying to just get something presentable/worth. there was some night market pasah malam which we all agreed was useless/suck and definitely a waste of our time ): We rushed back to ipoh parade to continue to shop and they were alr closing xD. Suddenly have something to confess, the ladies were really pretty and the guys were still rather charming x) and afterall, they speak cantonese !!! and that I can still understand what they are saying.. it felt good the others don't seem to know xP even the adults who were with us.. mr tan wangdk. ohh I tried to watch the cantonese drama, had a hard time xD + the subtitles were in malay. (feeling quite proud now ^^)

breakfast again!!! this time we woke up an hour late LOL but yup after that was stoning and waiting for the coach..reached sch at ard 5 pm O:
this camp/holiday really gave me quite a good rest.. but I still know/think that I do not deserve it.. (and maybe I still want to experience OBSabah!!!). oh, although it is so that you interact and know more of the people you are with throughout the camp, this was with my own 3s4 classmates, at least I understood them better and yes, feeling more attached!!! :D

gah this whole thing is long O: sorry people!

))))))))))))))))))))))= omg the = came up on its own D:<

IM SCREWED T_T

not sure what to post today, but I'm going to post anyway 'cause someone is supposed to read! or something..
today is like surviving without a wallet.. bio test didn't go well (insufficient preparation yah.. hais).. and urm, got back physics and yah D: lol letting chuasy mark your answers is like so unsafe?
okay there's some exco talk tomorrow, before that will be chinese tong ce =.= jun hao, buck up man. pday finals this friday and all kind of stuff pop up.. like rube goldberg machine (how ever you spell it, LOL totally screwed already), ACE to complete, homework okay.. and camp to go for from sunday to uhh I think friday. Dx so dead

ohhh, HENCE PROVEN. oh man love maths
hais I failed chinese (again....T_T mother tongue) and then I got back geog and I was the only person who failed LAH stupiddd every1 passed despite their 1st qn causing them to lose 6 marks? hais ): well uhh I REMEMBER this is the nth time having the lousiest score in class already. gah

mmh den after biopolis lab work (which I always have problem fighting my sleepiness -.-), oh we stepped out of Helios TOWER lol (the 5th time or sth, but don't know why I just feel like mentioning it this time (: ), got my parents to fetch me to HTA. and I saw alan TOK sir yah. 'cause I was too late to catch up with the HTCC store -.- I was late by 10 minutes or sth now I gotta find another day to go which IS NONE this week. time to deploy my deputy heads D:<

Qingyang rocks forever man, not random can, you dododon'tknow only. oh on facebook, everyone was commenting on that exco photo that notified me as photo of me, how I really wished I became famous D: OKAY soon :D

I just fell down -_- sweaty palms D:
talked to a few of the nice people (: kept me feeling good. ahh, what am I doing so late again haha. really some1 get me marie digby's songs from her breathing underwater album D: oh and when you do, please don't tell me you downloaded it or something hahaha. I rather it be.. sent by someone else, or erm you have the disc or whichever ! ! or maybe it may be my birthday present since I suddenly want something. ahh but that will be in a year, haha. but I had a good birthday present thanks guys :D (I promised to post the other time but I didn't o.o)

whooo. I've stopped blog reading/hopping really a few months ago, which I realised why, cause I couldn't even handle my own work. hah have you guys sensed my effort to type proper xD

well except the faces emoticon talk is part of my life! :D eh it makes everything sound so unemo hoho this is good. oh, sorry random, but my memory is especially good for some details only, like numbers? scenes and images from different moments of my/your life? uhm, but definitely not what I have to complete at hand D: but nehh it's okay I can overcome that yes I can!

I say I emo le ):

in an attempt to make this blog not emo? o.O

LYNN SAYS SHE LIKE SOUR PLUMS :D
and yay I like sour plums too

oh yah, wad a waste of my time, watching silent hill, not exactly scary (oh mayb cos I kept going out of the room), and so not meaningful. and a screwed up ending I am sure I am not the one who cannot comprehend but it's the stupid movie. at this point of time the screen starts blinking again like in a horror movie -.- my monitor/cpu is so screwed D: stupid china goods LOL.
yes our tests are not over, bio this tuesday arghh. and maths on friday omg O:

okay I didn't do much as usual.. but one achievement I'VE CLEAR MY INBOX :D means no more old msges. mmmh hais it felt so bored today and uh yes I am supposed to study for the bio test O:< and yes den mayb I will consider going tomorrow to help out at street sales O:

ahh... HAKUNA MATATA ;D

okay I think I have nothing more to say .. -.-

I want to cry abt my life. It is like I can't think smart, can't write smart, so incapable of thinking how normal people would. not even able to speak well either. so what?? I don't want to forever be the supporting role, but I am willing to be if I have to, but for what reasons and on what account?? NONE, I want to quit, but I seem never ready to pick up another job to carry on.

and hey I want to learn a musical instrument, if I sing, the whole world laughs at my singing. NO they laugh at me, so what do I do to express myself? nothing, maybe like some1, just use the impactful word no1 should be afraid to use. what?

I shall study a hole through my brain tonight, finish up my stuff, and hopefully sleep. oh, I think, I failed my chem test despite understanding the topic well, and was so confident. or confident enough. but why??? D: am I sought not to perform? no! but?? it must be why no 1 recognises me, then I may disappear from the surface of the earth. this planet isn't that very much perfect afterall. I love that care, that is missing from this earth, you know earth, you are not well taken care of? cos yes, humans think for themselves.

Can you sing with all the colours of the wind?

LATE. Sometimes I look at the reading on the clock and I still wonder why I stay up so late. It starts to take place that it is not so true that many people stay up late...(but why would that bother me) I should rest myself now. night!

gaaah don't understand why I do work at such a slow pace of whatever whatever! I feel so weak is it because of the illness, that I have not recovered my body strength. D: recover!! tells me even more that I should resttt night!

missed 2 episodes of ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni already T^T check it back another time so.. night!

and the night is finally coming down to you and meee!

D:< stupiddd lol the ndp celebrations so retarded xD still waiting for the parade o.o yes omg jus right!
ahh i think.. every year supposed to go to grandma;s house and probably see fireworks. but my stupid sister whole day damn lazy. no xiao xin liddat D<
yay happy national day :D

Is Singapore Idol hoping for some talent to chance by and be deserving of winning the championship? but the ah lian advertisement is rather cute xD some entertainment as they continue to pray and hope and wait
today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIANG NING ;D gonna wait for 12 am Ox den can double wish you :D and I changed the player to another cos imeem sucks lol.
YAY tomorrow is national day so I wonder, I don't think I will get to go anywhere else so maybe stay home watch 神话 that show rocks :D but aiya.. homework.. oh yah nhb -.- zzz
HEADACHEEE. actually the parade ytd was very good alr, hohhoh. so mayb ppl like jing hao read my blog again can feel good ah xD

so I stay home to craft this post~
stupid cough D:< I missed my parade ): and don't have to worry abt where to go and spend my afternoon.

I can almost immediately fall asleep on my bed every now and then. Im being a peeg D:

I can't think. I'd lie by Taylor Swift seem to resemble some two other songs. The girl next door by saving jane and I don't remember the other. ahh but who cares since it is nice. okay back to sleep T_T

I am still seeking out for people I feel are important, who will care...there are so many people who are important, but they aren't concerned.
Most of the time, I don't agree with many people's values, but I will always accept them. Yet I cannot accept myself to disagree with my own values. sigh.

I'm eating those durian popcorns!
street sales tomorrow!

hais...I'm so cut off from nynp now.. I'm not sure what is happening. Well erm, don't worry too much, and concentrate on block tests? ny jia you!

In my attempt to blog.. I am going back to weird paragraphing again xD

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