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Friday, January 9, 2009 11:49 PM

D: lack of sleep but i cannot get to sleep now -.- zzzzzzzzzzz
ytd was uh meant to have cse orientation finale but after which it got cancelled, den can go home~ but went to buy books and hand in fas form, and the bookshop auntie very retarded. i was supposed to finish up essay and compre, but i was too tired i needed my rest. and actually finished my essay with only 2 hrs more to go, to sleep.
today was normal, the 1st time i used this adj. training wasnt too demanding, jus very sien. my eyelids keep drooping due to the heat and brightness. survival cooking for sergeant is individual, which scare the shyt out of us okay, it's only in 2 more weeks to come.

so i guess im giving up on npap and i shall have to get over it. b4 start of year i was planning to join, but then hours ago i was feeling not too keen. but now my daddy says better not to join, since it would take up my study time. i want to go nao D: if only no lessons - -. so im to study that much harder now for not joining the parade. i duno wad's wrong with this man!??!?!#!$#@
it's like some kind of regret here and there, some kind of a reluctance. aiyo duno lah...!!1111
~.~@.@ boohoo.